예, 사람들은 나쁩니다.

Yes, people are bad.

In fact people are so bad, they're just so damnly good. And that's really shitty.

There was a time when I joked about being an asexual person. I would tell my friends that I was like a self reproducing plant, because I just couldn't find a S.O.

Through time that thought started to become a statement. I started to feel repulsive at the bare thought of having sexual intercourses.

Growing up surrounded by teens and because of my culture, it was expected to have a partner, kiss and make up.

I did had my first boyfriend and I had my first kiss. So i thought, "well, this is fine", I felt satisfied with those both things.

I did also had the knowledge that at some point, (like being married) couples had sexual interactions. And I don't want to put me as a saint, but that was a very far thought for me. It still is tho.

But as I said before, in trending topic teen world, this is normal, if not necessary. And that put me in a really huge pressure with my reference groups. Y'know like, I may like metal and rock genre, but I wouldn't go and have a rave like in the movies. Y'all get it?

Well certainly my friends didn't.